Friday, March 24, 2006
~ Thank You... From Me to You... ~
1:09:00 am
I'm feeling a lot more better today...
At the point when I was writing yesterday's entry, I was feeling really depressed... Really down in spirits and almost on the verge of tears...
No one knew what I was going through and what was running through my mind... Not even my sister who's very close to me, cuz I pretended that I was okay, when I wasn't... Not even HIM, cuz I didn't want him to worry about me... No one except ALLAH and one person...
I'm very, very thankful to this special person who was there to comfort me, trying to bring up my morale, making sure that I will stand up again after my each and every fall... And you know what? I'm not even that close to this person cuz what we shared is more of a formal relationship rather than a personal one... But despite that, she seems to understand me more than that... And I'm really grateful for that...
The chat with her last night really made me open up my eyes wider to my surroundings... The blunder that I made was quite major but she was there, ever so forgiving... Telling me not to make this incident as a setback but rather as a strength, so that I will never ever make this silly mistake again...
There she was, trying to boost my morale again... There she was, making sure that I would stand up again... There she was, pointing out all my mistakes but never scolding me... There she was, guiding me along...
This person may just be another human like you and me... But to me, she's my 'angel'...
To this special person of mine (she may not be reading this but if she does, she should know who she is), thank you for being there for me... And most of all, thanks for understanding and guiding me instead of scolding me... That was what I really needed... Thank you very much, from the bottom of my sincere heart...
written, NaDiaH eRNiYaNTi
